31.5.06


i screwed the solo today. it was so simple i bet even anyone else could have played better.
practise? practised. hard.
what's the prob with me man i can only play when i'm alone or in groups when there's no pressure. and once it's solo in front of people i'm dead. grade exam also like this, normal solo also like this.
its like you can play well but other people see otherwise.
randy knows and kept telling me to relax. in the end still console me. i'm such a let down ><
co today abundant people i don't even think got 50. those that come also anyhow play what's the use. forget about the concert la.



So how do I say?
Do I say goodbye?
We both have our dreams
We both wanna fly
So let's take tonight
To carry us through
The lonely times

--- |7:19 PM|




dennis

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